So things are starting to look up for me...or at least in my opinion, which is what matters most I suppose. These last few quarters I've been going through a sort of artistic crisis, where I haven't much seen the point in doing anything. I haven't really sketched or done anything for myself or put much into my schoolwork in at least two quarters. A lot was going on, and a part of me just sort of...gave up, on everything.

This quarter, however, I think I've finally rebalanced and come back to my artwork. First I had to worry about myself, and that was fine, I was fine quite some time ago. But now, I am in Pre-Portfolio, and the absolute terror at graduating that I felt last quarter up until now has finally subsided, and I feel inspired and excited enough to do the work that needs to be done and work on my demo reel. I have begun a few projects this quarter that I'm so psyched about finishing, and I hope everything turns out for the best. I'm going to try not to worry so much about the future, and just focus on doing the best I can in the present!

Mostly I think I'm just excited that I finally know what I want to focus on. A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, that scary factor of the unknown, and now that I have a focus I can just buckle down and do the work instead of trying to do EVERYTHING, like I normally do.